close your eyes before it hits the ground
^ i did that like 60 times omg.
This is trippy as fuck. HELP GUYS! :c
Wow…
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as of late
i cry all the time.
my mom left me. (said she’s never coming back)
i turned eighteen.
got kicked out, but i’m still here. idk
i’m stuck in this place.
alone.
can’t start school (last year) yet;
i’m broke.
my parents aren’t paying for nothing.
sad, very sad.
and there’s nothing i can do to help myself.
still haven’t learned to drive.
still no id, license, no nothing.
can’t sell nothing on etsy when i
can’t get to a post office.
don’t have money for supplies.
life is moving while i’m just standing in the way perplexed.
me: despite the fact that no one views or cares about my blog, i will continue to spend the majority of my life updating it
wow.
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I have cut myself more that one-hundred times in the last week. Almost everyday. Tonight I had a fight with my careless fucking dad and with my grandmum who thinks everyone is disrespecting her. Fuck them all. I didn’t do anything. I want to get better, I know that I can. But how can I when I have parents/family who treat me like shit. This shouldn’t be my life. I really do want better results. My wrist and legs can’t be hidden forever. Can’t someone just love me? For me? Without blaming me, screaming, and lying to me? I don’t lie to them. I tried crying, but I just can’t. I cut my left wrist and right thigh and no tears rolled out. Earlier when I was on the phone, I had tears but not now. I just want to punch something and scream till I can’t anymore. fuck me, this sucks.
