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babblingteen:

starangeandunusual:

inhhale-exhhale:

close your eyes before it hits the ground
^ i did that like 60 times omg.
This is trippy as fuck. HELP GUYS! :c

Wow…

^

babblingteen:

starangeandunusual:

inhhale-exhhale:

close your eyes before it hits the ground

^ i did that like 60 times omg.

This is trippy as fuck. HELP GUYS! :c

Wow…

^

as of late

i cry all the time.

my mom left me. (said she’s never coming back)

i turned eighteen.

got kicked out, but i’m still here. idk

i’m stuck in this place.

alone.

can’t start school (last year) yet;

i’m broke.

my parents aren’t paying for nothing.

sad, very sad. 

and there’s nothing i can do to help myself.

still haven’t learned to drive. 

still no id, license, no nothing. 

can’t sell nothing on etsy when i 

can’t get to a post office.

don’t have money for supplies.

life is moving while i’m just standing in the way perplexed.

me: despite the fact that no one views or cares about my blog, i will continue to spend the majority of my life updating it
I miss my beads, making jewelry kept me busy.
wow.

cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut

I have cut myself more that one-hundred times in the last week. Almost everyday. Tonight I had a fight with my careless fucking dad and with my grandmum who thinks everyone is disrespecting her. Fuck them all. I didn’t do anything. I want to get better, I know that I can. But how can I when I have parents/family who treat me like shit. This shouldn’t be my life. I really do want better results. My wrist and legs can’t be hidden forever. Can’t someone just love me? For me? Without blaming me, screaming, and lying to me? I don’t lie to them. I tried crying, but I just can’t. I cut my left wrist and right thigh and no tears rolled out. Earlier when I was on the phone, I had tears but not now. I just want to punch something and scream till I can’t anymore. fuck me, this sucks.

why

can’t they just leave me alone? I’m so mad right now. Harming isn’t a option, but I’m trying my best.