close your eyes before it hits the ground
^ i did that like 60 times omg.
This is trippy as fuck. HELP GUYS! :c
i cry all the time.
my mom left me. (said she’s never coming back)
i turned eighteen.
got kicked out, but i’m still here. idk
i’m stuck in this place.
can’t start school (last year) yet;
my parents aren’t paying for nothing.
sad, very sad.
and there’s nothing i can do to help myself.
still haven’t learned to drive.
still no id, license, no nothing.
can’t sell nothing on etsy when i
can’t get to a post office.
don’t have money for supplies.
life is moving while i’m just standing in the way perplexed.
cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut
I have cut myself more that one-hundred times in the last week. Almost everyday. Tonight I had a fight with my careless fucking dad and with my grandmum who thinks everyone is disrespecting her. Fuck them all. I didn’t do anything. I want to get better, I know that I can. But how can I when I have parents/family who treat me like shit. This shouldn’t be my life. I really do want better results. My wrist and legs can’t be hidden forever. Can’t someone just love me? For me? Without blaming me, screaming, and lying to me? I don’t lie to them. I tried crying, but I just can’t. I cut my left wrist and right thigh and no tears rolled out. Earlier when I was on the phone, I had tears but not now. I just want to punch something and scream till I can’t anymore. fuck me, this sucks.